You traded me for your vices :)

I am pissed... I am tired...

tonight I shall sulk.
tomorrow, I shall be refreshed and ready to meet the world head-on

the end.

On May 13, 2009, I will stop smoking for good. I will resist all cravings that I may get in the future. I want to take care of my body. I want to be healthy again. I want a clean, healthy lifestyle. I will not drink alcohol anymore. I really will take care of my body.

YAY!

-Joseph.

I started smoking again after I was able to stop for three months. I am so disappointed with myself. I want to stop again, But I think I'm hooked again. Sorry. Just sharing...

I can't believe my last post was almost a year ago. I find myself struggling to meet deadlines once again. Aside from the Christmas preparations, which by themselves take a majority of my time, designing, customizing and painting shoes have taken up way more time than I originally intended. In a shameless move to advertise, please check out these links, buy products (if you're from the Philippines, specifically, Metro Manila), and help us earn money to do our Christmas shopping :D

Custom Sneakers and Shoes
Free Street Art Collaboration

The first weeks of December flew by pretty quickly, so much so that I am now in a state of shock that it is almost Christmas. (today being the 24th in the Philippines)

With the mad rush of preparations, i have forgotten completely what Christmas was and is supposed to be. As such, here are the two lessons i learned from this experience:

1.) DO NOT CRAM

Yes, I crammed my preparations: baking wrapping etc... So it does no good. (Especially for studies)

2.) DO NOT BE TOO ARROGANT TO ASK FOR HELP

Despite the rush I was in, I wanted to look like i was in control of the whole situation... So I never asked for help, thus landing me in this twilight zone of zilch.